Be with you!♥

Thursday 23 August 2012

da.ph.ne.ng.jie.wen

As if i could have the chance, i'd seriously hope for a character exchange. Guess who am i going to be? Yes, i hope for a gossiper! I have to speak out my mind, i am serious. There are too many rumors spreading around, i wonder how could this person survive after years? No one is going to report her? Be frank, i am not sort of gossiper in front of people, unless i get utterly pissed off by the fucking ones. Well, i don't mind listening to what you say, but just don't over the limit, it only makes yourself downgrade after all. One thing i am very curious is why there are no people starts to boycott you ever since they have known you are so pro in 'badmouting' ? That's kinda weird.

I am fucking sick of this life style and to have you around me, yet, i have no choice on moving to the next step. Anyway, shall wait and see. I believe in karma, trust me, what comes around goes around. I don't gossip is because i hate people gossip about me( irregardless of what topics are that). To have the chance of gossiping around without any worries, that's my dream.

Keeping tons of unhappiness matters inside deeper of my heart makes me so gek sum. I need a change. I have to move on. Either the people or environment change. But definitely not me, I am who I am, before you get to know me, you should know how's personality. That's me, I am da.ph.ne.ng.jie.wen.




Monday 18 June 2012

你在哪里

每次当我需要你的时候 你在哪里
给了我多少次的借口
让我伤心了多少次


我是真的很害怕一个人半夜开车回家
我天真地以为你会为了我来陪我回家
谁知道 我的地位是如此的卑微
比你休息还来得重要
我真的很失望很失望很失望很失望



如果有一天我真的如你所愿 我变得很独立
也许哪一天就是我们分开的时候
不是吗

既然你已只要我独立独立独立 那我还需要你来干嘛
那你这个男朋友是干么用的
我为了你来kl是为了什么
自作多情? 自找麻烦?
我真的很累。。。。

Wednesday 23 May 2012

mood spoiler

Yes you are indeed a mood spoiler. My very good mood for the whole day was spoiled by you! Shouldn't make the call in the first place, should off to bed immediately instead! FML. I wouldn't repeat it as i swear!


Why shall i make myself always in suffer? What if.. ?? Hmm..




Monday 14 May 2012

珍惜生命


请珍惜生命。


我还不敢看完整个短片 
才刚开始的那几分钟就已足够让我眼泪不停的流

我想 让我冷静点 才看



共勉之。


Saturday 12 May 2012

妈妈日

真的很懊恼为什么前几天没有回新山
妈妈虽然嘴上不说 可是我知道他很想我回去
毕竟妈妈日一年才一次
不过对我来说每天孝顺她才是最重要的


我的妈妈在我的心目中是很重要的 和我爸爸一样重要
我可以不要全部的人 可是就是非要他们不可
他们的心地很好 对别人总是对自己还好
很多事情他们没有必要做得那么好 可是他们还是做到很好
事实我们心里有数 谁对谁好 自己知道
他们不要求很高 只要求我们四个孩子身体健康 找到好工作
我记得我生病的时候 他们的无微不至让我很感动
我从来都不知道他们这么爱我
谢谢妈妈 爸爸


我的妈妈脾气和我一样 虽然有时候很受不了
同时间我很羡慕妈妈找到一个脾气那么好的爸爸
你们要相亲相爱到100岁
快快享清福 两个人可以牵着手一起去旅行
好人一定会有好报的


我爱你 妈妈。

Thursday 10 May 2012

自卑感

我就是好强 不喜欢在别人面前表露我的脆弱
不是我不愿意诉苦 其实说穿了
即使把全部的不开心告诉了别人 你能确保别人会喜欢听不会认为你很烦吗

对 我就是遇过这个人 所以我觉得一切都没必要
自怜自艾阿 我真的他妈的为什么

对别人好 就是对自己残忍
不要怪我无情 要不是历经那么多的波折 我也不会这样
做人不要太过分 你们知道吗


这个世界上爱说是非的人太多了
想封了他们的嘴 是不可能的
有时候明明知道对方的人格可是还必须伪装自己
恶 好恶心的感觉啊
我什么我的身边会有那么多这样的人
人情味在哪里 还存在吗

Saturday 28 April 2012

the new blogspot

I am getting lazy on updating my blog recently due to the tight schedule on work and travelling to Langkawi. Here i am in kedah, will only be back on next week. Poor me, i have been falling sick ever since the first day i went to Langkawi. Sore throat, caught the flu, sinus, fever, legs-ache. Hopefully the cough doesn't join. Have to speedy recover to fight for my future! Be strong, Daphne. No one is gonna help, but yourself. 


Oh well, my mental is abit unbalance now. How should i do?

Saturday 14 April 2012

betrayer

The most i detest in my life is being betrayed by my friends or even my relatives or family. That is truly unforgivable i swear. So, if you are going to force me to do so, let's wait and see. 


Just now i read about this quote from facebook. 

DON'T BOTHER ABOUT PEOPLE WHO JUDGE YOU WITHOUT KNOWING YOU.. REMEMBER, DOGS BARK IF THEY DON'T KNOW THE PERSON.


Now then realize there are so many dogs around me keep barking.. hehe




Thursday 12 April 2012

too much

就是有太多的不满足太多的不甘心才会造就现在的我那么的不开心
就是有太多事情藏在心里没有人愿意听我诉苦才会造就我变得那么的忧郁

抛开一切说得容易做得难
为什么别人的男朋友对女朋友讲话都好声好气
为什么我的男朋友只要跟他讲话他就不耐烦地回应我
为什么我的生活会变成这样
为什么我就不能活得轻松一点
为什么我就是要自讨苦吃
明明属于我的快乐 跑去了哪里


我讨厌我那爱逞强不要在别人面前委曲求全掉眼泪的个性
痛要讲 伤心就哭
不过如果我说我痛 你会在乎会心疼还是默默无闻
如果我伤心 你会叫我躺在你怀里哭还是说哭有什么屁用不能独立一点吗

我他妈的独立了那么多年了 天知道我有多累
为什么当我需要依靠的时候 却只有不断让我失望和无奈的感觉接纵而来
你的立场变成了我的理所当然
只不过 是真的这样吗
说了 你会听吗

Wednesday 11 April 2012

不甘心

心情真的糟到一个离谱
做什么都不对

只是问个问题罢了
有必要用那种语气回应我吗
不只是一次两次罢了
我是前辈子欠你几百万
今世来还你债的对不对
我最讨厌别人无缘无故对我attitude
以牙还牙我最厉害
如果你要消遣我
我一定奉陪



今天只是要你陪我去逛个街罢了
一直做出腰酸脚酸blablabla的动作出来给我看
拜托是你自己说要陪我去的咯
问你东西又爱理不理
什么pattern都跑出来
最好下次我们要出门自己找自己的朋友最好!
好心情都被你搞砸了
又不见得你跟你朋友出去会这样
越想越生气越不甘心



你到底把我当什么!!!!!!!

Friday 6 April 2012

无事不登三宝殿

不喜欢每次需要我帮忙的时候就献殷勤
每次我需要帮忙的时候你能闪多远就闪多远


在职场上很多人不都是这样
无事不会乱献殷勤
被陷害都还不知道什么事情发生
有些人就是不择手段
人不可貌相 that's why i always choose the right ones to talk to.
我很三分钟热度 有点累了
人心惶惶 我好像有点看清你们的人了



回来kl很无聊 做了一天的工又要呆在家里
没有交通 没有朋友
hey you! why not pay a visit to kl and look for me?
I AM HELL BORED!
今天jusco member's day 又不是我的day
不喜欢人挤人的感觉
我要赚多多钱 然后买东西不用排队 哈哈


我发现我知道心情不好 我的shopping mode就会 on.
在天时地利人和的情况下
我上次看中dorothy perkins的包包又50%折扣!
So i got you!
花钱似水 不过现在我买的东西都是平价品
我很穷

Sunday 1 April 2012

please keep your mouth sealed with the glue

I detest people who anyhow judge on me especially they don't even know my path. I don't know what does it help if you insist of doing so. Hence, my advice to you is to keep your mouth sealed with the glue please.



Thanks for the cooperation.

Saturday 31 March 2012

leave the bad temper behind, let the smiley face covers everything.

Finally got my Samsung S fixed few days ago! I remembered the first day i got it i was like wth, i can only go facebook and google. Neither downloading apps nor taking photos, thanks to the device, all couldn't be able to work properly. I am so happy to have this device now! Thou, the function is much different from iphone but overall is still alright as the price is superb reasonable! *wink* I'd treat you nicely for sure, welcome to my IT world.



Well, i am blessed that i am fine at this stage. From now onward, i shall leave the bad temper far far away from me, hence, the smiley face will take over it! Keeping myself optimistic is the everyday-to-do list. So please do make me happy instead of creating problems to me everyday. Sometimes, I just simply dislike people either badmouthing on me or discussing about my personal status. I detest people on cheating me, showing their attitude on me and so on. This is my life, you are not supposed to take a ride on my path, so please, go away.



Gonna start my work soon, too much of events are coming up! I should have to enjoy my life before i start my full-timer job in kl! Praying hard for myself.

Wednesday 28 March 2012

爸爸妈妈

我很爱他们 我的爸爸妈妈
即时我把我的家产全都给了他们都报答不了他们为我做过的事情
你们肯定认为很夸张
可是你们又不是我
你们怎么会知道


在这个世界上就他们对我最好
好像永远都不要离开他们
可是我知道总有一天我还是要结婚的


爸爸每天那么辛苦努力做工 很心疼
我长这么大了他还要这么辛苦
如果我有能力
我一定要他们在家享清福
让他们偶尔去拍拖逛街吃美食
这一天可以快点来吗
妈妈每天都很好不间断的主很健康的食物给我吃
我真的很感动


谢谢你们 我爱你们 爸爸妈妈
你们要健健康康 恩恩爱爱 长命百岁 哦

Sunday 25 March 2012

息怒息怒

I would rather to make mistake, than leaving with no regrets.

不喜欢我这种会因为一点小事就耿耿于怀
遇到不爽不服气的事就会很生气
我知道我不可以这样
可是为什么你们这些人就那么喜欢惹我
我不喜欢事情不在我的预料之内进行着
我的脾气很差
知道我的人应该有领教过
所以.....请让我开心地过生活吧




最近很多不开心
就因为这么多的不开心
才让我领悟到了人生苦短 及时行乐
我要挥霍我的人生
做我喜欢做的事情
你不喜欢也不关我的事
这是我的人生 我不需要你来干涉
我要买新的ipad 我要换电话 我要去玩
我不要做工



有时候我真的觉得你们比我幸福很多
不是我不要说
是因为我觉得说了也没有用
你们也帮不了什么忙
我更厌恶那些喜欢在别人背后说是非的人
这种感受很少人会知道的
将心比心
有钱不是王道
有钱你开心吗
有钱你买得到健康吗

我要的真的很简单

Friday 23 March 2012

别闹了

我到底要怎么做 我现在要怎麽办
我已经失去了很多东西了 拜托不要再来找上我了好吗

我真的很累


我的坚强要崩溃了。

Tuesday 20 March 2012

何苦呢

我不喜欢寂寞 我也不想习惯寂寞
寂寞了那么多年 我腻了


在这里的生活在短短的几个星期 可是带给你们的麻烦却不少
暂时钱赚得也还好 可是花费也不少 诱惑也很大
第一个星期做工的时候 不管是心理还是身体上都是折磨
第二和三个星期 就开始想 何苦呢
为什么我到最后还是要弄得自己那么的累

每天在烦恼怎么去做工怎么回家 这样麻烦别人好吗
吃的东西又贵 我是来做工不是来花钱的
我们那个生意头脑很棒的empire gallery shopping's management也够自私的了
吃的卖的全部都贵的可以 以为我们这些打工的赚了几十千一个月
来逛街的人又不多 平时人少的可以打苍蝇
唉 什么概念阿




还是回家好 哈 Holidays mode has switched on!
Hello Jaybeeeeeeeeeee :)

Wednesday 14 March 2012

stay free

Shopping makes my life, never fails. I love to buy but only part of them i will wear when i am out. In the past when i was still working in SG, i used to spend like there's endless savings inside the bank account. But now, I have finally realized that when comes back to Malaysia, by earning Rinngit Malaysia, I can't do so. I am sad thou. I've lots of things to buy like recently i am aiming for the dp clutch comes sling bag in cool purple, however i just newly bought a bag.............. I could only get my pay end of April and within a month i have spent like i am earning much like past. LOLs. 


I've been working at Empire Kiehl's for few days, one thing i don't like is the sales is kinda bad, that's not under my expectation. I need more money instead, i don't wish to waste my knowledge and my time on waiting nobody to serve. Another thing is the distance, we have spent quite sometimes on travelling, money on both petrol and touch n go. I have done a calculation as if i decided to work there for permanent staff, i need to spend more than RM600 for petrol, season parking fee, touch n go in total if i drive to work myself. How scary! Can't imagine how much can i own after all the deduction. My resolution this year ain't seem to be in this way. So, shall i?



By the way, next week gonna back in JB to my sister's baby full month! How time flies. I miss him quite a lot, hehe, he's way too cute! Fair skin with pair of cute eyes :) Afterwards, there comes my next appointment in SG, bless for the result will be great and i will be greatly fine and great health always! Amitabha.




My iphone keeps bring me bad issues, yes, i crave for the new iphone now. LOLs.

Wednesday 7 March 2012

what am i here for?

I do always ask myself this question. What am i here for?*  This hard feeling does affect my emotion at times when i am down. I supposed to make myself happy by doing whatever i love, not happens like this. I am hell tired only few days have gone by, why everything didn't go smoothly as i expected?  YES, I AM LIL BIT HOMESICK NOW. I think i was being doted when i was home. I am just can't get used to the life without them. Yucks.






bless for me, please. I have done so much on it, please be kind to me. I am much appreciated.  praying..*

Sunday 4 March 2012

can't use to it

It's been the 7th day I've worked at Kiehl's Malaysia. Well i feel i am kinda fresh here but there are lots of different as compared at Kiehl's Singapore. Hmm not too bad, just can't use to it. Will end the period of working at Midvalley till next coming Tuesday. Only one week, my legs seem to be miserable, macam not mine. Hou san fu ah! Gonna learn Cantonese and speak more fluent as soon as possible. My colleagues are good, they willing to teach me eh. How nice. No worries, just laugh at me whenever i have mistake, i love challenge hehe. Good luck to me!



Gotta update more when i am free. nights peeps.

Saturday 25 February 2012

the limits

Everyone has their limits, if you insist to cross over it, you will get into trouble and always blacklisted. Nomatterwhoyouare!


To me, the simplest thing to do is to respect you parents, but not saying you! You don't worth me on doing that!

To me, you are merely a GOOD-FOR-NOTHING!



Damn you!

Monday 20 February 2012

有意义的事

Things to be accomplished:

- 定期拜访老人院或者是孤儿院,做善事。
- 有固定工作后,领养一名孩童。



将心比心,我希望他们快乐。
人一生只能活一次,不要只顾到自己的荣华富贵;
做点善事帮助他们,何乐而不为?


Guys, let's us lending our helping hands start from now!

为你我想做更好的人

为你我想做更好的人。

Friday 17 February 2012

Feb '12

13 days of gate away have passed like within a day.  Half of the time i was staying at home doing nothing. Being a good of nothing sounds great! xD In fact, i have been living with this situation for almost a year time, am afraid that what will happen when i start my new job in march, eh!? Seriously hope everything goes well, god bless!


Well you know, the moment get together with the love one and the ones who show their caring towards you is so great and mean so much to us.. I am lucky to have them even thou we are not kin in real. Million thanks for the past few days, i do really appreciate them. In future, i will tell you guys how much better i make my life better. What happens one day if we happen to be relatives in real? I am so anticipating this day :P



Somehow i really wonder how could the people able to take so many photos when they were off to any vacations.? To me, i surrender even i did bring along my EPL-2 at times. Even so, i was too lazy to bring such a big machine out unless my boyfie was with me. because he will help to carry it for me. Hmm i wish to have more memories when i become aged many years later. Photos will do the story for us by then. Shall i force myself by taking more photos instead of keeping the camera inside my house?



Few days ago i went to Empire Shopping Gallery Soho Office for a job interview, the salary is attracts me only one thing that confuses me is about the job scope: It's an outdoor sales required. Be frank, i would rather to work indoor sales than running around all around the places. I have left down my contact to the kiehl's people in kl, seriously hope that they will contact me soon and HIRE me! Oh ya, gonna get a car soon if i start my job in kl if not, that will be another issue for me. What car should i get? any idea? Hmmm...




Wednesday 8 February 2012

stress-less life

It's been the fourth day since i am here in kl. The bf will be away till 13rd Feb which means i will be alone here.. Luckily to have his relatives with me imma really appreciate all the help and concerns. thanks so much. Hmm still thinking of what to do during this few days without his companion.. No people could bring me out only left me,kakak and baby girl at home.. Where shall i head over ? Who is going to fetch me out? >.<


Last night went to watch I love Hong Kong.. Not bad thou but the stories makes me miserable. I don't have much feelings but it does make me smile thoroughout the show.. Hmm How do you think?

Friday 3 February 2012

make a move

I seriously wonder how long can i hold it on. Thou what's happened is happened, why not moving on.. to a better life? There are too much things to concern about even i don't wish to face it. Nobody knows. Well...

End of month i shall start my english lesson in KL as well as a JOB. I surmise i might choose to British Council as no harm to try something new, am I right? RM1k plus per module, registration fee, placement test and text books. Come to the job, beauty advisor is always my dream job, never fails. I sincerely wish that Kiehl's Malaysia would approve my request! God bless me..

Monday 30 January 2012

为了什么

人生不如意十之八九  如果要算怎么算也算不完
没必要为了一个人让自己的日子那么难过
快乐是一天 不快乐也是一天
我要快乐过每一天




如果你真的在乎我 你不会这样对我
知道吗

Friday 20 January 2012

Review of Fabula Health Products

Decided to finish the very first products review was sent by the Company before CNY. 
This time is for the FACE and EYES.


Before i start everything, I'd like to share with my friends some facts about the needs of using a MASK.

Question: What does a mask do to your skin?
Answer: A facial mask cleanses the skin and opens the pores to help to get rid of the blemishes and dark spot.

Question: How often do we need to apply a mask?
Answer: Twice a week will be good.


Few weeks ago, i was received these two Free Trial Masks from FabulaHealth. I have been looking for a good mask to treat my skin concern, many thanks to them for letting me to have this chance.


Oh well, I had tried the face one after few days. There goes my reviews on it.

FABULA BIOFIBER NANO CELLULOSE FACIAL MASK (WHITENING & MOISTURIZING)

-Ingredients
1. Tranexamic Acid - Skin Lightening.
2. Sodium Chondroitin Sulfate - An anti-inflammatory and conditioning effect.
3. Alpha-Arbutin - Skin produces less melanin, therefore over time, your skin turns lighter.

-How does it work
It claims to whiten skin tone as well as reduce impurities and wrinkles. Enhance skin moisture level for optimum essence absorption, thus, the result, a radiant and purified skin.

-How to use
1. Each mask is composed of three layers of which the middle layer is the bio-cellulose mask.
2. Remove the (white) outer layer and place the essence layer(semi-transparent part) on your skin.
3. Remove the (blue) netted layer and leave only the essence-layer on your face for 20-30 minutes. No need to rinse off after peeling off the mask.

-Caution
Please avoid using on blemishes, pimples, irritated or sunburned skin.

-Price
RM36/ Piece     RM135 per box(4pieces)

This is how does it look like when it applies on my skin. The texture is somehow like a jelly. Hmm, kinda special eh? A nice try thou. :) 


After 20 mins of waiting time, taaa-daaaa! This was the outcome! Can see the different right? I am so sorry for not taking much photos while doing.. 


What do I like about this mask:
- The texture, unlike those kinds of made in Taiwan facial masks, this one is easily sticking and it does fit well on my skin so that i can still continue with my work while doing mask and not afraid of when will it happen to drop down.
- The outcome, I can really see the different after i remove it. My skins feel supple, moisturized and glowing! Plus, there's not much essence left after i peeling off the mask! That is all i need. 
- I was surprised to have this cooling sensation. Simply love it, how relaxing!
-It's fragrance free and additive free. I am more towards natural products.


What don't I like about this mask:
- The material, it's not so easy to take out from the packaging and to put it on the skin thou there's some instructions on the packaging. As if it took me a few minute to put it nicely on my skin.
- It does contain Paraben. Not to mention, i seldom use products that contain parabens.

-Rating
3.5/5




After the following week, i gave the eye mask a try.

FABULA BIOFIBER NANO CELLULOSE ANTI-AGING EYE MASK

-Ingredients
1.Sodium Hyaluronate - helps your skin bring and absorb more water more effectively. On top of that, it reduces any sort of trans-epidermal water loss.
2.Ginkgo Bibola Leaf Extract - Helps to increase circulation, prevent capilary fragility and helps to boost collagen formulation.
3. Chondrus Crispus Extract - Soften skin.

-How does it work
It claims to tighten skin under eye area as well as remove flaws and wrinkles. Enhance skin moisture level for essence absorption, thus, the result, a tender, radiant and firm skin.

-How to use
1. Each mask is composed of three layers of which the middle layer is the bio-cellulose mask.
2. Remove the (white) outer layer and place the essence layer(semi-transparent part) underneath your eyes.
3. Remove the (blue) netted layer and leave only the essence-layer on your face for 20-30 minutes. No need to rinse off after peeling off the mask.


-Price
RM16 / Pair      RM58 per box (4 pairs)

I will only show you how does it look like. Sad to say, my concern is not about anti-aging is more towards dark circles. So i don't really see any result after using it. In face, eye products take time to see the result as our underneath eye areas are very thin. Shall try the anti-dark circles one next time!


What do i like this eye mask:
- Once again, i really like the texture from Fabula Health. It's easily sticking underneath my eyes and you feel like nothing putting on it.
- The cooling sensation!
- It's fragrance free and additives free!

What don't i like this eyes mask:
- It doesn't meet my concern so i can't really see the effect.
- The material, it's like when i took out from the packaging i thought i would destroy it, it seems too fragile. Three layers, maybe too much for the first try.
- It does contain paraben.


Rating:
3/5



Lastly, i need to thank to Fabula Health to give me this chance to try out your products! Much appreciated. The reason i love products trying before i recommend to my friends is i am able to try out every different products with different texture, ingredient and to see the desired outcome! Feel free to drop me any samples or tester, i would definitely happy to give them a try and share with my friends! Thanks in advance and wishing everyone a happy new year! May the dragon year brings happiness, health, prosperity as well as wealth to all of you! HUAT ah!




Thursday 19 January 2012

知足常乐

这两天忙着找工作 还真累
可以不可以不要做工 或者是在家做工 又有钱赚?
哈哈 我很懒

send了很多履历表 不知道会不会被reject
最好不要啦 我想去interview我apply的所有工作才决定哪一个适合我
说真的我还是很喜欢kiehl's
大部分是因为我喜欢工作环境 内容 还有可以用自家的产品
最好我可以直接被录取!
老天爷请保佑我。
也顺便保佑丽文 一起找到喜欢的 gucci会录取你 哈哈
加油呗


嗯 明天该收到的人就会收到了 哈哈 希望来得及
新年快乐

Wednesday 18 January 2012

了解

那天有一个朋友跟我说
一对情人在一起太久了解了更多 摩擦更多
还是快点结婚好 ==


结婚不是不好 只是结婚不是办家家酒
也要等经济能力那些稳定了 才可以进入婚姻
我很期待我的婚礼 我想要很浪漫很幸福爆表的婚礼
在婚礼之前 我的求婚一定要很浪漫很浪漫
我的他一定要让我感觉到他的诚恳
阿 想太多?



这一年我的脾气变差好几百倍
所以在2012年 我要改
不是不发脾气 是在对的时候发脾气
要多多体谅别人
阿 感觉很难酱 哈哈



下个礼拜一就是新年了
算一算 我总共有4双新鞋 5套睡衣 15套以上的新衣 etc
真的是在家没事做 就是买衣服 穷爆了

可惜今年没有回吉打
感觉很不习惯 而且看不到男朋友
你最好不要乱乱来 我跟你讲 我的第六感很强的
今年会回麻坡 没做工真好 要去哪里就去哪里
下个月中要上吉隆坡去面试 在烦恼要做什么工要怎么去
祝我成功阿 是时候赚点钱了



龙年要HUAT! 什么都顺利 身体健康 赚大钱 和我的男朋友相亲相爱
我爱你。

Tuesday 17 January 2012

不要问 不要说 一切尽在不言中

怎么会有一个人每天那么爱胡思乱想的
好像赶快做工 可是姐姐的baby要生了 我想看看他
现在很纠结 到底怎么办才好


现在很多想法 一个晚上就领悟到了很多东西
庆幸我昨晚也有去

-是我的就是我的 不要想那么多。

Sunday 15 January 2012

It takes two hands to clap

我不喜欢说故事 我也不擅长说故事

我有自己的一套发泄的程序

什么都不要问 谢谢

Saturday 14 January 2012

it hurts

不开心的事情真的不能放在心里太久
一旦爆发了 就一发不可收拾


当初满心期待的想去吉隆坡做工就是为了你
可是你给我的态度 回应是什么
我欠你的吗 是这样吗
你不要来就算了 现在放下身段去了还给我attitude
丢给我那么多难题一个人去解决
我只是一个女人 况且吉隆坡不像新加坡那样安全方便
我一个人 可以吗 你真的以为那么容易吗
叫我去买车 拜托 你要我去哪里找那么多钱
我真的没有你想象中的那么有钱 知道吗



你说我的态度不好 是我真的很pekcek了
以前都选择放在心里 事情过了就算
现在的我不一样了 我不希望什么事情都不说
没有用 那样的我根本不快乐 不幸福
对你也不够坦白


我很依赖男朋友 也经常妄想每天都可以见到彼此
可是我的他必须要工作 所以这两年来我们都相隔两地
有时候3个月才见一次面
我很惊讶我可以体谅到这个程度
以前每次见面都是特地请假飞去吉隆坡找他
放假的前后一定做工到很累很累 有谁知道我为的不就是见他一面
再辛苦也值得阿 做工的这一年半 你来的次数也只是区区的一次
就那么一次 我想如果我没有过去找你 你是不是也不会过来
你到底知道我要的是什么吗?


我要的是陪伴,安全感,爱我,疼我,了解我。
我可以不要什么荣华富贵 那都不是最重要的 我也跟你说过了
现在我只要你 一句话 做不做得到?



我现在很认真在想 远距离恋爱真的适合我 适合你 吗
我们真的了解彼此要的是什么吗
我们对彼此的爱真的有那么深吗
我们有未来吗

Wednesday 11 January 2012

高EQ

有时候,做人不要太过分。

Sunday 8 January 2012

hard feeling

Thou i have every best thing with me, but if i don't have a good health, what is the benefit of owning them? I am sorry for my bad emotional again, out of my expectation.


Whether to study English while working to make a self-improvement, to prove to the people i could actually able to speak in fluent English and even writing so! Which to choose? British Council or ELS? Which is better? Any advice?



One thing can brighten up my day is my iphone is back in normal! Yeah, i am able to take photos, upload photos and browse safari and so on! It's all because of the iOS5.0.1!! I think part of the reasons kept my phone having problems is due to the overdue of the usage! Too much of application were working at the same time so everything happened. LOL.



Owel, i have received free trial masques for both face and eyes from FabulaHealth! Just tried the face masque this after and surprisingly the outcome is good. Will update once i try the eyes one!



Time to sleep. Nights peeps!

Thursday 5 January 2012

Hello 2012 !

Goodbye the worst ever 2011, hello to the lovely 2012!


How was your CNE going? I went to Singapore with my mum and relatives! We went on the Eve and felt surprise that there's no jam at all! So after arrived at my aunt's house, we went to Bugis. Didn't plan to go Bugis Street with 'em, just sitting inside the Kiehl's Store at Bugis Junction while waiting for friend. The night was still young, so after the firework and countdown sessions at Marina Bay Sands, 6 of us went Casino! The very first time ever since i started working in Singapore 4 years ago. LOL. Don't think of going back again as my money has gone.. sob sob.. Not to mention, i can't believe that I was so crazy can stay up till 6am the next day! 

Woke up at 12 noon but still tired like hell. Went out for lunch then heading over Chinatown and Sentosa! The night show was just awesome and yet we went Casino AGAIN! Good to say, i won back some money wey:) At least i won't feel that heart pain! Shall quit gambling and do more shopping instead,eh?


Back on Monday afternoon time, yeah, custom was very smooth! xD Went over KSL to find the lovely boy and doing nothing at the same time! Seriously, i have enough new clothes for the coming CNY so no point for non-stop shopping! Gonna start working from next month.. Which job should i choose?? Stick back to Kiehl's? SG, JB or KL?? Anyone can decide for me?


I am suffering with the mosquitoes bites! Wonder where were the mosquitoes coming from?!! Freaking itchy can!


By the way, are your resolutions of 2012 out? Mine has out, yeah! 80% to be accomplished, Okay? All the best, Daphne. Wishing myself a best health, luck and wealth in 2012! A great year ahead!